My Life

Well most of you know that My husband deployed March 08, 2010. This is not our first deployment but it feels just the same. I understand he has a job to do and I respect him for doing it. I have been with my husband for 5 years. I am dedicated to my family. This is all just so stressful. Being without my rock, and having to take on all that I do. I must admit though, I keep busy and the time seems to fly faster then last deployment. I also decided to stay in Kansas for this deployment rather then moving somewhere I am more familiar with. No more running, time to settle in and claim this as our home for the remainder of our time here. The kids and I are well rooted here. They are doing well in school, and I have my job and My Group. Its funny how much my perspective has changed on life in general these past few years. I have had a hard life, but it all seems so easy now. My children are beautiful, my husband and I are doing better then ever, and for once in my life I can say I am not worried about anything. Sure there are the small thing like, what am I going to have for dinner...lol but those things are tiny compared to what I am used to. I like this state of life, a girl can get used to this. The only thing I worry about is my husbands saftey. I know he is a smart, strong man, and I just want him home with me :)