My Life

I am a pretty down to earth person, I'd like to think anyways. I guess I just don't understand why people have to bring people down or start drama for the fun of it. I am a straight shooter and yes I will say the first thing that pops into my head, but I don't pick random people and down them, or constantly start shit with people so that I can feel some kind of attention weather it be good or bad. I don't know. I also don't get why people that have it great think they live a rough life. Especially if they have been in worse situations then they have been. I have allot on my mind but most of all I am worried for my husband. He is getting ready to go on yet another deployment and his company is really unorganized, and treating him like crap. He is less then 30 days out from deployment and they are constantly making him work, and sending him away for days at a time. I know its the military, I get that but last deployment when he was in a different company things were way different. He was treated with respect and given some time to spend with his family before 15 months of being gone. I try and respect his wishes by not saying anything and letting him deal with it (as a military wife he is accountable for what I say). It is very hard for me since I am VERY outspoken, and even then that is an understatement. I feel like I am getting screwed over in the process, as well as my children. I am supposed to stick up for them, be the voice that they can't express yet right? Well I have decided to go and approach the commander tomorrow. I will be civil but I expect the same in return. Once I am disrespected it becomes a whole other issue. I love my husband and I want to do right by him, and I feel like I am doing nothing by sitting here just watching as he is constantly cut down, disrespected, and belittled by his superiors. Enough is enough! I will fill you guys in on what happens later.

On another note my bestie, has had some issues and I am not sure how I want to handle them as far as my input and how I am involved. I have never felt like I have now, and I don't know how to approach it without pissing her off, or losing a friend. Just another life lesson I guess.

I bowled my first bowling tournament and did great! my two highest scores were 193, and a 200! Woot go me!!! lol. I won $180 and a whole crap load of free food coupons from various vendors around town. I am set to have my next tournament next month. I have every Friday on league to help me get ready for it.

My children are doing well, they are happy and content with things. Spoiled as all get out..lol.

Anyways I am going to bed for the night. Hopefully I will keep this thing updated more often..lol
Night~